Outting on 20th feb

hey ,

Came to update my blogg , LIKE what honeyyy said , MY BLOG GONNA RUST LE . :)
hahahhas NO WORRIES honeyy , updating now :)

Actually always don't have the mood to blogg . But shall update this few missing days events .
Actually these few days , is only normal routine , work , jog and sleep :)) nothing much either .

So lets chipp in yesterday's off day events .

Woke up in the noon 12pm . Really damn tiredd but couldn't go back sleep any longer . Maybe already used to that timing wake up .
Ya , woke up , had some chat with parents @ dining table .
Receive my laoda's call out of sudden he ask me to go for singtel training . It was like sooo last min . Cause been wanting to swim or gym with my babes . But ended up cancelled cause i'm heading for the training . :)
Bathe and then went out .
I gonna be late , when i'm about to reach . My laoda give me a call saying i can take my own sweet time liaos . I was like HUH ? . I rushed down and yet they told me the training was cancelled .. Sians liaos lo . Hahahahs , but not too bad , laoda say treat me coffee :))
Reached there , went to smoke with cindy .
And then waited for laoda , had some coffee @ singtel buildings and we head off .
Board up laoda's car , couldn't decide where to go .
End up , he dropped me @ lavander . As it will be more convenient to take train to town .
So ya , board up the trains and head off to ps .
Cause will be meeting my babes ( stella & kaman . )
Was texting with stella , kaman still not ready yettt , hais but i was like will be reaching around 10 mins time . And yet they still @ hougang :(
So reached ps , sat outside of starbucks those stone bench waiting for them to arrived .
Was on the phone with stan .
After a while they finally reached . Headed off to pastamania to had our dinner and then head off to cathy for our movie " THE PINK PANTHER " .
Seriously guys , it's a funnyy and nice movie . EVERYONE should watch it . YOU will definetely laugh your ass off :)) ( KAMAN LAUGH THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE SHOW , AND LAUGHED THE LOUDEST IN THE CINEMA ) HAHAHHAS .
After movie , went cappages's starbucks to have a sit and chit chat among ourselves .
Was deciding where to go . But seems sians .
So , i say will be going my friend's birthday celebrations .
Then stella & kaman no where to go . So head back hougang .
Me ? . Head over to alex's place .
Before we board up the train , suddenly had the feel for yogurt ! :))
Then keep irritate kaman to go and find yogurt for me :)) .
So ya , head to carrefour @ ps to look for yogurts :))
Walked around , run around like a mad women in the whole carrefour . But just couldn't find the yogurt i want . Was disappointedd . So kaman suggested to get the normal one to replace it , and the next day , i could get it from my working locations . So i agreeddd . But kaman must treat me , cause i got no cash on me . She's bit pissed , but still she bought it :) HAHHAS . i know lahs , SHE LOVES ME too muchh :)
Hahahas , after buying yogurts , was like so happy but ended up no spoon to eat . Hhahahas , so kaman went to breadtalk to buy coffee and expected that they would provide spoons . But end up , NO SPOON :))
What a silly women . hahahhas .
Was looking @ the cakes , it caught my visions . As the cakes was sooo tempting , but i couldn't eat ! CAUSE i'm on diet ! hahahhas .
And ya come to think of it i should get one for my friend . As i will be going over later to her birthday celerations . And kaman was SMART , ask me to get spoons in purchasing of the cakes . Cause she can't get it !
So ya i bought it and then we headed off to mrt stations . Was happily eating yogurts also :)
Reached . Me and them went seperate ways .
After 20 mins , i reached bishan .
Actually was intend to go amk to take a bus there .
But was lazy , and moreover bishan will be much more convenient to get a cab .
So ya , dropped @ bishan .
Cabbed there :))
Reached , brought the cakes over to her and wished her happy birthday :)) Hope she would like it :)
Was chatting and slacking .
Hmms , but i always went out to sit . So stan acc me also .
After awhile , stan suggested to go for a walked .
So ya , both of us went out to had some chats and so .
Sat down @ a park . Was talking among ourselves .
Told him how i feels and so . SERIOUSLY , i really hurt him alot with my words :(
After chatting , head back home , do some taebo exercises , but couldn't sleep after that , don't even know the reasons either . HAISSS .
But well turned in around 4.30am ..


* But am i being too muchh ? . Am i being too cold blooded this time round ? .
* Why would i felt so uneasy after saying those things ? .
* Hais , just don't wished him to waste his time off like that . I just can't be selfish !
* AM I WRONGG ? .
* IS THIS REALLY WHAT I WANT ? .
* WHY I FELT SOO CONFUSED AGAIN ? .
* IS HE ALRIGHT NOW ? .

* Had been questioning myself , throughout the whole night . Hais .
What should i do to mend back his heart ? when i knows i'm hurting him badly ? .